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Tuesday, November 7th, 2006
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I AM SO SAD RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT's 6 in the morning, i been up for an hour, working on my speech. College is not what i expected. There is nothing to do in Winona other than drink. There is no one in Winona who comes CLOSE to my friends back home, they are all either red neck homphobes and rich preppy stuck up BITCHES that make me sick
Everynight i dream about X-Mas Break
I haven't been on livejournal in like a year, and i was reading some old entries just now, and couldn't hold back my emotions
I loved the way things use to be
I loved how we were all together
How we would all laugh, cry, ribb together
Homecoming weekend 8(
Every night we would ever hang out would be the best
I wanna go back, i feel like for some reason i was in the wrong, like i should've just grown up and handled things differently
and it just kills me that there is nothing i can do to change things
Thursday, November 3rd, 2005 <-- Never saw that day come Steph
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Saturday, December 17th, 2005
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i havwent been on myspace for like 20 years, for real
and after this i prolly wont be on again, but i wanted to post this in here because most of the ppl im talkin about will read this
and i want you to read it
you know is so foul
a cookie exchange
and even more foul is not being invited into, its not that im jealous, its that the most random ppl were in it, and then u see ur friends n shit in it, and ur like wtf u know
anyways
i just wanted to let ya'll know
that the coockies were not good because ppl didnt eat them, i got to try a wide variety of coockies because ppl in the cookie exchange didnt even want theirs cause they were nasty
and u know what
after trying them
im glad i wasnt in that shit
merry chistmas
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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
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you know...kiss kiss kiss....i didnt want a relationship....kiss kiss kiss... but then i met you....kiss kiss kiss.... and now im not so sure...kiss kiss kiss....because.....kiss kiss kisss....i really like you....kiss kiss kiss
and now i go to bed
HAPPY
tommorow = first day of geography, which im really nervous about
tommorow = court
tommorow = starbucks with my boo
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Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
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today was one of the best days at school, its tight the day u come back after being out for a while, cause u get all the "tims back" and "i missed u so much" so i loved today
then i hung out with liz, sarah, marshe and justin, and we had some random fun, and then i was sittin in the car with liz, tryin to get the hook up, but nothin worked out
but liz guess what
tommorow
there will be 2
call me for more details ok
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Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
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man, this past week was...lets just say...eventfull
had a fun week at school, had a fun day at the blood drive until ms roesch tried to ruin it, and my srenior year, but we will see about that whole thing, im trying to not think about it
friday night, hung out with liz, lorrie, sarah, and sergio, laughed a lot, tried to go to the slinger haunted house, but the line was long then a bitch and we decided to leave since we had acts this morning
acts were retarded, i did good up until the science part, but idc, oh and my teacher fell asleep during the math part, so we had like a extra 10 min on it, even tho i was done and didnt need it, and really just wanted to get the hell out of there, but idk, im just glad its over
then i hung out with stephanie and mel for a noodles nite, and we got our target cards, i got some cd's and bod, and then we ate at addies noodles, and met some weird, and then some fine ass ppl there
then we went back to the slinger haunted house and got there at 7:45, and it was still a 3 hour wait, but we ended up skipping the line, imagine if we wouldnt have how long it wouldve been, and it only got longer after us, then we went to the gas station and then chilled
and then we finally went in, and lets just say i can really talk right now, im suprised i didnt shit my pants, maybe a 5 chainsaw haunted house was stupid for my first time, but it was tight, and funny, and scary
then after that, i got a phone call, and ended up h.u. with i.s.
HA!!!! it was good, i might have a new boo
but now its 2 am, i leave for the airport at 4
hopefully vilma, or gertha or whatever the hell hurricane it is wont really affect orlando, cause its inland, and it isnt set to hit around that area that would cause effect on orlando, the worst could be rain for a day or two, but w.e
its gonna be so much fun, im not letting oscar ruin it for me, he can chill with logan, ill do shit by myself, i dont care
im gonna miss all you guys, for the first time, i dont really wanna go, i do, but at the same time, i wanna celebrate halloween with my friends, go to halloween parties, and just hang out, but idk, im gonna try to have fun, my fav aunt is goin, and we get it crackin
now i gotta pack, hahaha, nothin like waiting till the last minute
ill have my cell so u guys can call me
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Friday, October 21st, 2005
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THE WAR STARTS NOW!!!
my dad is currently on the phone with mr guadalabane, my mom left mr roesch a message at home (shes too scared to call us back)
i just got off the phone with the milwaukee journal, my mom knows Charlie Sykes on 620 wtmj radio, he loves stories about mps, they will run my story in a second, because king wants to rep its IB program, and how wonderful it is, then let them hear about me, and about Tom Hempe and the others whose senior years have be ruined my Mavis Roesch
THIS IS WAR
AND LIKE MY MOM SAID EARLIER
WE WILL NOT LOSE
dear mavis
u picked the wrong family
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Sunday, October 16th, 2005
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work is goin good, out new assistant manager gave me a really bad impression at first, but then last nite we closed togehter, and talked a lot after close, and he's really cool, so im really happy he's here
i leave for florida a week from today, i can't wait, but it's sad because this is probably my last year, since im going to college next year, and it's gonna be harder to miss that, but who knows, it will be good to see my family again, like my grandparents and my favorite aunt, cause with school and working all the time i havent even seen them in like a month, i just wanna chill and relax
i really wanna go to a haunted house, i think im taking off this friday to go, anybody wanna go, talk to me about it, cause ive never been to one, and u guys this is our last halloween all together i love halloween
and i love rent and wanna see it as soon as it comes out
( 525,600 minutes )
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Thursday, October 13th, 2005
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i don't know why, but i love school, it started off horrible, but now its going really good
TOK is my favorite class, our class, even though at first there were some people in there i didnt like, now its like a big family, we can honestly talk about anything, i feel so comfortable in there, mr g is one of my favorite teachers now, i really have a lot of resepct for him, so thats good
bio = retarded
math = retarded
lunch is tight, chillin with my girl stephanie, muggin dinosaurs, talkin, chillin
english = tight
spanish = tight
history = lame, but tight at the same time cause me sergio and lorrie always act a fool in the back corner, makin animal noises, pokemon noises, i get yelled at, they don't, but idk, its worth it
tommorow is testing the waters which should be a lot of fun, i hope somebody falls in, for real
i love all my friends, you all make school fun, fuck fatty acid and all the other bitches tryin to hate on us, losers, theyre the white kids who want to be us
FUCKIN HATIN ASS WHITE KIDS
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Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
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i need some help, some advice, peoples two cents, anything you could do to help me out, and if u dont help me or give me ur advice, i wont like you, cause my friends would help me out
i wont be naming names but instead i'll be referring to them as A and B
so i'm kinda seeing A, but the whole time i am hanging out with A i am thinking about B. thinking about how i wish A was B. And i feel bad, cause i don't wanna use A, but i know that if B ever came around and told me what i already know, that i would drop A in a heartbeat and get with B. So i dont know what i should do, cause A is real into me, not to be conceaded or anything, and i dont wanna hurt A, but if i stay with A even tho i know i'm thinking about B, is that wrong?
me and steph successfully mugged the ugly ass dinosaur today, damn i wish he'd die, i hate dinosaurs, they get in the way
"i think i'm going to have sex tonite"
MOST RANDOM COMMENT OF THE NITE!!!!!!!
P.S. GINA WANTS ME TO CALL HER, BUT THAT'S WEIRD, AND I WONT BE DOING IT
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Thursday, October 6th, 2005
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and i dont have to be
going on a date tommorow!!!! to the movies, dinner, maybe somebodies house afterwards, hopefully, i dont know
i've wanted to be in a relationship for so long, and now its finally happening, and its taking some time to process everything thats goin on, but all i can do it smile, because im happier than ive ever been before
so tommorow i work 10-5
then im goin on my date
i hope its cold, so we can cuddle
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Monday, October 3rd, 2005
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so somebody stole my fucking debit card, and is buying all kinds of bullshit with it, and i'm gonna fucking shoot them when i find out who did it, no lie. it has to be someone who either a. works with me, because i put my wallet in a locker at work, or b. someone who was at my house this weekend, because those are the ONLY times my wallet is not in my pocket
if you are reading this, and you have it, trust me, I WILL KILL YOU, my bank is checking for where it was used, and chances are there are cameras, and you will be caught
but dont worry about the law, cause im gonna fuckin kill you myself
GREAT WAY TO END A FUCKING GREAT DAY!!!!
FUCK
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
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My life, Wed Thro Sunday
CRAFT NITE WITH LIZ AND LORRIE = FUN!!!!!! GETTING DRUNK OFF MY ASS THURSDAY NITE WITH ALL MY CLOSEST FRIENDS = FUN!!!!!! LAYING IN THE GARAGE IN A PUDDLE OF MILK AND FRUIT LOOPS = FUN!!!!!! PUKING UP NASTY ASS FAST FOOD AND HAVING AMBER TAKE OF ME = NOT SO FUN FOR HER!!!!!! FRIDAY NIGHT, EXPERIMENTING = SCARY, BUT FUN!!!!!! SATURDAY, GETTING READY FOR HOMECOMING, TAKING PICTURES ON THE PORCH, ALL OF US LOOKING INCREDIBLY SEXY= FUN!!!!!! GOING TO THE DANCE AND GETTING IN WITH NO ID = THANK GOD!!!!!! HAVING DAVE FROM THE REAL WORLD (THE SINGER) AS OUR DJ = TIGHT!!!!!! HAVING THE DANCE BE WEAK AND DRAMA FILLED = NOT SO FUN!!!!!! MY BOO NOT BEING THERE, WHEN I WAS 100% READY TO EXPRESS MY LOVE = EXTREMELY DEPRESSING
SPENDING THE ENTIRE WEEKEND WITH STEPH, LIZ, LORRIE, SARAH, MARSHE, AND AMBER = MORE THAN I COULD EVER ASK FOR
I WANNA THANK ALL YOU GUYS FOR MAKING THIS WEEKEND ONE I WILL NEVER FORGET, U KNOW I GOT MAD LOVE FOR ALL YOU GUYS, AND I GOT UR BACKS NO MATTER WHAT
OH WAIT ONE MORE
SCHOOL TOMMOROW = BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, October 1st, 2005
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if i don't get in, i will kill myself
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Thursday, September 29th, 2005
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it is 4:30 a.m.
we have succesfully made pimp ass crowns, successfully made pimp ass shirts, successfully did our sp's and now it is 4:30 am, and i have to do my biology lab, liz is knocked out, lorrie is falling asleep on the floor, and i am here
I HATE SCHOOL!!!!!
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Monday, September 26th, 2005
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"MOST CHANGED" UP IN THIS BITCH
today was a lot of fun, this week, no matter what happens, will be fun, becuase i know this is homecoming week. me and steph talk about it every night at work, i think about it 24/7, i dream about, i cant wait until this saturday
today was a lot of fun in my oscar meyer pajamas, failing a history test because i fell asleep and didnt do the essay, finding out i got a 50% on my math test, but then i got so many random compliments and congradulations today in the hallways, ill be honest, some of the kids i didnt even know, but its nice to be recognized, not that i need it or anything, the one person i wanted recognition from didnt even talk to me, but its w/e
i dont think im participating in tommorows spirit week throw back day, i think its stupid, so im comin normal
3 more days of school, then its PARTY TIME!!!!!!!!!
i love my friends!!! i cant say it enough, and i swear to God if any of you dont talk to me after we graduate, i will hunt ur ass down, and handcuff you to me, because we are NOT losing touch, ever!!!!
p.s. stephanie is my gurl, who i want to marry, and have kids named regina, gretchen, and cady, oh and stephen, kristin, lo, lc, jason, alex, and talan. Steph our babies would be HOTTTT
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Sunday, September 25th, 2005
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This weekend was crazy
Sat worked the race with liz and lorrie and others, and it was a lot of fun, i met two great new friends, MARY, and SAMANTHA, and we talked all day and it was a lot of fun
"Sam, SKIDDADLE"
"Sam, move over (as i booty bump her)
then sam and mary fronted my life, both saying the same thing, at diff times, "you always say my name, and i dont even know you", but its ok, cause i still love them
then went to sarahs german party, which was a lot of fun, hiding sarah hinkfuss' shoe, playing with chloe, wathing the bad ass germans, trying to go bowling, sitting next to carly, while she was geekin, and givin me a hand job, having the wine explode onto my pants, doing not such good things at our church (sorry God), just havin fun, chillin, like old times
then today, we went to Aids Walk, and it was crazy, because i saw so many ppl i knew, but didnt nessesarily like, so it was very ackward at times. Phoua was there, but she hates me so w/e
Then nicole stage came, and jessie montenegro, and that was ackward then a bitch, cause nicole came and said hi to us, and i said hi, then jessie looked at me, and my friend mel, and was like, "umm...is it just you two? cause we have like 20 people on our team", she tried to bust us out, but my friend ribbed her for being hairy, so she was SALTAY!!!!!!!! Then we were tryin to get some numbers, and we kept gettin smiled at by random people, so i was winkin, and then we saw ms D, and i really like her, but i dont think she likes me, and she gave us a hondout, i guess she has her own bookstore downtown, a feminist bookstore, and there having some thing coming up, idk
then we walked. and in the middle of the fuckin walk, the skies opened up, and we got downpoared on, it was FREEZING, and then as we were about to finish, we saw bobby jacolbi who i went to middle school with, and he was with anna rose mable, and it was so weird, because they mugged us hardcore, idk it was frickin weird
desperate housewives is amazing as usual, and i am tired
TOMMOROW IS PJ DAY!!!! YES!!!! i hope we find out senior poll results tommorow
( SIGH* )
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Friday, September 23rd, 2005
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doing all this senior stuff really makes me sad
as much as i want to get out of school, im gonna miss everybody a lot
ive been doing a lot of thinking, and questioning stuff, wondering all of these what ifs, and all this, things couldve been so different if it werent for some things, maybe in the future they will change, who knows
all i know is that there a few people who im gonna miss so fuckin much when i go to college, ill be hittin up their phone on a daily basis!!!!!!! ill be like a stalker
and p.s. my baby pictures are HOTTTTT
check out my webshots to see a few of them
and my senior will is tight!!! i love it
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Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
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went to go pick out a baby picture to use in the yearbook...4 hours later, and i still havent made any decisions. I basically ended up looking at every single picture that we have, cause it would bring back so many good memories. i miss my childhood so much. the thing i noticed most about all my pictures, is how happy i am, and i would give anything to feel that way again. i have no idea which one i'm going to use, i love them all. i was a hott baby. the funny thing is that in every single frickin picture, i am eating, or i have food in my hand, and i was the hugest baby in the world, i was so fattttt, but its cute on babies so idc
lot of shit went down in the past couple days, got speeding ticket for going 6 mph over, in whitefish bay (GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY), had to stay at work for like an hour today because there was some guy stalking me, and following me (long story, if you wanna know ill tell you more), senior year is starting to get exciting. i realized that im not gonna have any fun in school, so the only way to make my senior year good, is to have a good social life, so thats whats gonna happen
starting tommorow, me and steph are going to mels powder puff game, beth might go, idk its gonna be alot of fun, then chillin afterwards
i feel really stupid in school, im doing really bad, and the mark period is over in like a week, and then ptc's, i hope my mom doesnt go to them, cause if she does im so screwed
i dont even wanna know what my gpa is gonna be
i just wanna go to college!!!!
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Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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Usually weekends go by so fast but this weekend seemed like is lasted forever, i cant even believe it was this weekend that i took my first shots of hard liquor and loved it, went down like water, and then waking up early as fuck to make sure eveyone was out of the house before my dad got home
then i worked all frickin day long, but it was fun, because i swear everyone and their frickin mom came in
sarah, liz and marshe came in sarahs mom and sister came in carrie came in brandee came in addie came in my favorite customers, mary and max came in
i guess that's it, it seemed like more, but o well those are all vips anyways
then after work i had a lot of fun, some ppl know what im talkin about, some don't, i kinda wanna keep this one to myself, jejeje, hilton hookup
so then today i went to race for the cure which i really really really like doing, cause my grandma had breast cancer, she fought it, and won, so she is a survivor, and usually id be walking in her honor, but now we volunteer, which i think is equally as good, even tho i really wanted to be one of the runners, its really depressing though when you see their "in memory of" and then all the names, my mom, my sister, and then all the little kids, "my mom", its really sad, especially when they are walking with only their dad, and it says in memory of my mom, but it was fun cause i was around friends
so this sat i think we are doing another walk, im not sure, but then sunday me and mel from work are walking in the aids walk wisconsin, which im really excited about, so if anyone wants to give me a donation, i am trying to raise money to support aids help in wisconsin, so that's why im running, to hopefully get a lot of ppl to sponsor me, so help me out people, cause you are really helping out our community
I CAN NOT WAIT UNTIL HOMECOMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
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im sitting in my moms office right now, because we still have no fucking power, which is really pissing me off
myspace on her computer is blocked too, and i have 25 new messages, which i reall wanna fucking read, and its pissing me off, cause i cant get to them thro my email either
took my senior pictures, WHICH ARE HORRIBLE
i got done, and we went to look at them, and they suck, i am ugly then a bitch in every single one, he was like u like this one, i said no, this one, no, this one, no, he said are they any you do like, i said NO
so me and my mom said we need to think about it, and bring ppl back, cause u could ether look at them todayu or another day, but they suck, and theyre gonna suck tonite, and theyre gonna suck in a few days, so idk why we didnt just pick the least suckiest of the bunch
im so embarrased, i dont even wanna have my picture in the yearbook
SCHOOL SUCKS ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND IM PISSEDDDDDDD
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